unhappy!!!

I need a cutie doremon right now..Doremon,please transparent me!! I'm so unhappy..i'm easy exhaust..i'm love to play mood..thats me!! what should i do?? yesterday u said no one love me is just because i'm too selfish ..errrrr~i just can answer sorry that u'r not understanding me at all...so sad when i heard it..but the others way u said i'm selfish maybe thats truth..selfish = self-protect!!i'm always smile and happy infront u all, but u all know i'm just pretend..pretend happy pretend 38!! last week, i was met with my dearest friends..he is studying Psychology now..he used his half barrel water's professional psychology to tested me..lol..the conclusion out is all my thinking is negative..he asked me WHY ?? my answer "dunno!! but thats exactly is me"............